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Kaeluh
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PostSubject: so liak har it iz..   Thu Jun 19, 2008 6:46 pm

I guess i tried to lie to myself
telling myself that i was okay
holding in all that was wrong
waiting for someone to ask me what's wrong
waiting for someone to make me tell them
but no one will
and no one cares
and that's just to bad.

I went to my room and closed the door
confined myself.
where no one could hear my silent screams

outside of my refuge
there's screaming and yelling
and crying too
i chose not to be part of this
hiding until there was a cease and desist.

then the silence came
the silence that whispered something was wrong
the silence that followed every fight
the silence i'd learned to hate.

later, I'd come out of my room
I'd tiptoe so i wouldn't be heard.
So no one would notice me
and my pain.

Sometimes i wish they'd pay attention to me,
giving me the love that i crave
but i guess being lonely is okay.
I guess.

So i sit here all alone
writing to no one or nothing in particular
just writing for myself
Talking to myself,

Talking to myself.



Poem by: Kaeluhhh.


Edit: I had a whole journal filled of em, tore it apart, no longer have it. |:
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PostSubject: Re: so liak har it iz..   Fri Jun 20, 2008 1:12 am

Sorry for double posting, but here's another.


Here I am once again on the same old ride
Up and down and side to side
Your love takes me up so very high
Yet that same love can make me want to die

You fill me with a love so complete
With just one word you sweep me off my feet
A peace that comes from a love with no bounds
All I ever need, in you I have found

The same love that makes my soul sigh
Can at times make me do nothing but cry
Careless words spoken and implied
Makes me wonder if it is all just a lie

Is this all just one big game to you
If not, then how can you leave me so blue
A feeling of wondering will I ever be enough
Or if you will leave me when things are tough

Then your love comes shining through
Showing me that your love is indeed true
One look in your eyes and Iím lost in a dream
Floating forever in your loves endless stream
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PostSubject: Re: so liak har it iz..   Fri Jun 20, 2008 8:13 am

I don't get it...
You're poems eat me up inside...
But I love them. x.x

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Kaeluh
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PostSubject: Re: so liak har it iz..   Fri Jun 20, 2008 1:57 pm

|: .. Music inspires me.
Then again, I just write down what I'm thinking.
It's true what they say.
Poetry is a way to express your feelings.
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PostSubject: Re: so liak har it iz..   Fri Jun 20, 2008 3:00 pm

"Her Diary"
By: Josh Hyler

With eyes so full of fear,
I slowly read through this diary,
As I read each ink stained page,
A glimpse into your deepest thoughts I can see.

Just to find my name
Would make all my dreams come true,
Just to find those letters on one page,
Would breathe life into my dreams of you.

Flipping through pages of boundless others
With my name nowhere to be seen,
Tears flood my eyes as I begin to realize
That you'll never know what this love means.

Finding one blank page in the whole diary,
Could my name ever be written there?
Could my love ever be noticed?
Will you ever write my name anywhere?

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PostSubject: Re: so liak har it iz..   Fri Jun 20, 2008 3:15 pm

I love it. ]:
Just strikes me when you say "Will you ever write my name anywhere?"

Edit: I have no idea why. ;-;
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PostSubject: Re: so liak har it iz..   Tue Jun 24, 2008 5:52 pm

gah.

i wish so badly to be like joshie :[

hes so much better than me.
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PostSubject: Re: so liak har it iz..   Tue Jun 24, 2008 5:53 pm

Josh....

your my hero Very Happy
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PostSubject: Re: so liak har it iz..   Wed Jun 25, 2008 8:23 pm

Just beause he exprss his feelings within a poem doesn't mean he is better than you.
>_________>
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PostSubject: Re: so liak har it iz..   Thu Jun 26, 2008 3:39 pm

i never said he was.

just my hero ;D
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PostSubject: Re: so liak har it iz..   Fri Jul 04, 2008 9:44 am

yes u did
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